Abundance, Peace, Gratitude

Hello!

You may have noticed from my previous two posts that I’ve begun looking into online transcription work again. But I’m wondering if I should even be looking into that at all.

I haven’t found a typing job online that would allow me to make any sort of living wage. But more importantly, I just watched a couple YouTube videos on the Law of Attraction. I wanted to wind down for the evening and get my mind ready for bed, but I had a major revelation instead. So, my husband has been in between jobs for nearly three months, now. He’s set to begin his new job a week from today, and he’ll be making some decent money. But he didn’t get that job until I took a step back and just enjoyed life for about a week.

Then I thought about the job he had when we were first married. He ended up getting a raise fairly often, and by the end, he was making a larger hourly wage than nearly anyone else at his warehouse branch. Yes, he’s a good worker, but I truly believe that the high wage was because he and I were so positive and grateful, and I was living in the peace and grace of knowing that someone would provide my needs.

Lately, until we actually began accepting help (because we were living off savings and credit cards for awhile), we were stretching everything as far as it would go. Then, we asked for some help. Some of my family members chipped in, and multiple charities have gifted us food, and some loving and generous people have offered us a ton of love and support. And through that, we’ve been able to pay a lot of that forward. The last few times we’ve gotten food, we’ve been able to share half of it with other families that have needs. And it feels so good to be able to do that.

I think whenever I let go of the worry and let other people handle the bringing in of the money, my vibrational frequency goes up. If I’m worried about not having enough, the universe sends more worry and lack my way. But whenever I let go and enjoy and feel the abundance in a particular day, the universe sends more abundance.

Although logic would tell me to continue searching for a source of income, I think I would do best to accept that my role is to maintain the household and determine how to best use the resources brought to me. I think, for the foreseeable future, my job is here. If what I’ve said is truly what’s happening, then I bring in way more money by keeping the house peaceful, thereby helping my husband get those raises, than I ever would by going out and making money.

And, who knows, maybe the perfect job that will also allow me to run my house is just waiting to show up. Perhaps being a stay-at-home mom is my perfect job?